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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Nude

i made it to an individual interview for the RA position. I think I did well. I find out March 10th. Valentine's crafts were sort of shitty. I gotta go study for earth science now.

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Friday, January 27, 2006

Group Process

RA interviews sucked, but both of my RA friends told me that I should be fine. I find out tuesday. Getting my belly pierced hurt my belly button lol. Im such a baby. It hurts and I always bump it. I cant even bend over to put my socks on. I have to pee.

Currently listening to:
L' Amour Toujours (I'll Fly with You)
By Gigi D'Agustino

Posted at 11:44 pm by Bryte Eyes
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Friday, January 06, 2006

Some people need to disappear permenently

Cam's ex is a stupid whore. Heres the convo she decided to start tonight.

HottY HerMens1 (11:14:20 PM): hey so i just wanted to say stop telling people lies about me i have done everything you want like i havent spoke with or seen cameron since you told me to stop and i sent that text on new years to everyone so don't tell people i'm having sex with him or i would go into blockbuster all the time to see him

HottY HerMens1 (11:14:30 PM): ok well yea thats all

HottY HerMens1 (11:14:31 PM): bye

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:14:59 PM): why cant you just disappear?

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:15:08 PM): seriously, leave.

HottY HerMens1 (11:15:36 PM): why can't you just stop being a b word?

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:15:51 PM): which b word would that be?

HottY HerMens1 (11:15:56 PM): bitch

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:16:01 PM): hahah if anyones a bitch its you

HottY HerMens1 (11:16:08 PM): why?

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:16:19 PM): because you cant get it through your head that cameron hates you

HottY HerMens1 (11:16:35 PM): why do you think that?

HottY HerMens1 (11:16:42 PM): what have i done that makes u think that?

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:16:48 PM): hes mine, and hell always be mine. i dont think that, i know that.

HottY HerMens1 (11:17:28 PM): ok well i kno he doesnt hate me but we dont talk so yea bye

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:17:42 PM): no, he does

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:17:43 PM): he really does

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:18:14 PM): hes telling me right now how much he hates you and how he hates when you talk to him or me or come anywhere near him for that matter

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:18:24 PM): so leave him alone, because neither one of us wants you around

HottY HerMens1 (11:18:40 PM): ok well leave me alone then

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:18:45 PM): he regrets ever dating you

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:19:03 PM): because im the best thing thats ever happened to him

HottY HerMens1 (11:19:05 PM): o is he there right now?

HottY HerMens1 (11:19:16 PM): i dont want to date him!!!!!!

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:19:22 PM): yup, because we spend all the time we want together

HottY HerMens1 (11:19:28 PM): get that through your head

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:19:37 PM): then leave him alone!

HottY HerMens1 (11:20:01 PM): i am!!!!

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:20:05 PM): i thought for sure that yelling at your dad for threatening me would get the point accross

HottY HerMens1 (11:20:13 PM): that wasnt my dad

HottY HerMens1 (11:20:17 PM): that was my friend

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:20:21 PM): im tired of you, you little child

HottY HerMens1 (11:20:30 PM): it old him not to call you

HottY HerMens1 (11:20:43 PM): everyone who knows you sayd ur more immature then me

HottY HerMens1 (11:21:12 PM): but i'm leaving i just wanted to say don't be mean to me for no reason

HottY HerMens1 (11:21:14 PM): bye

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:21:15 PM): you mean all those people at the party who were agreeing with me about how much of a bitch you are?

SheepRuleDeWorld (11:21:56 PM): if youre saying bye, mean it. never speak to me or cameron ever again. seriously. you little girl.

Currently playing:
Fable: The Lost Chapters
By Microsoft Software

Posted at 11:50 pm by Bryte Eyes
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

Sometimes it seems it'd be easier if we could disappear together

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Posted at 01:57 am by Bryte Eyes
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Techno

But tell me where you are, where you're sleeping at night, tell me who do you love now, who do you miss now? Tell me what you see when you're closing your eyes If you ever remember when I was by your side. Life without you is just right, can't you see? I feel fine since you're gone, should I say disappeared I kept holding all my tears since I saw you for the last time I've been through another year I must say that I'm a strong girl... (repeat 2x) But tell me where you are, where you're sleeping at night, tell me who do you love now, who do you miss now? Tell me what you see when you're closing your eyes If you ever remember when I was by your side. We could be friends though it's so hard When two lovers fall apart.

Posted at 09:25 pm by Bryte Eyes
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

He's a cute one, that Cam

all i got to do was pressure wash

cuz it's been raining all day :(

but my little buddy was watchin me the whole time

chillin on my dad's motorcycle w/ his suite shades, too big of shorts, and a heineken :)

Posted at 03:51 pm by Bryte Eyes
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

kelly clarkson - behind these hazel eyes (live) :: urbnmix.net

Posted at 02:55 pm by Bryte Eyes
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Cemetary Drive

"Cemetery Drive"

this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down

Posted at 05:07 pm by Bryte Eyes
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Saturday, April 09, 2005

Its Raining In Love

It's Raining In Love - Richard Brautigan

I don't know what it is,
but I distrust myself
when I start to like a girl
a lot.

It makes me nervous.
I don't say the right things
or perhaps I start
to examine,
evaluate,
compute
what I am saying.

If I say, "Do you think it's going to rain?"
and she says, "I don't know,"
I start thinking : Does she really like me?

In other words
I get a little creepy.

A friend of mine once said,
"It's twenty times better to be friends
with someone
than it is to be in love with them."

I think he's right and besides,
it's raining somewhere, programming flowers
and keeping snails happy.
That's all taken care of.

BUT

if a girl likes me a lot
and starts getting real nervous
and suddenly begins asking me funny questions
and looks sad if I give the wrong answers
and she says things like,
"Do you think it's going to rain?"
and I say, "It beats me,"
and she says, "Oh,"
and looks a little sad
at the clear blue California sky,
I think : Thank God, it's you, baby, this time
instead of me.

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Friday, April 08, 2005

How to really love a girl

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hot

2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . Always tell her how beautiful she is, no matter what she's wearing.

6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much

she means to you.

7 . Recognize the small things . . . THEY USUALLY MEAN THE MOST!

8 . Call her baby

9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}

12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.

13 . Play with her hair.

14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.

15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.

17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

19 . Carve your names into a Tree.

20 . If she's mad at you, apologize because SHE is always right.

21 . CUDDLE

22 . Bring her Flowers just because.

23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when
you're alone.

24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

27 . Kiss her in the rain.

28 . If your in love with her . . . Tell her

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"Waking up Beside You"
By Stabbing Westward

I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world, forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away...
But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes
As I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined
As I drifted off beside you

I miss
God I miss waking up beside you...

At night I cling to you I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promise that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away...
But I woke up to that day...
But I had memorized the way our eyes would meet
Reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette
As you slowly brushed your hair...

I miss
God I miss waking up beside you

I've been so alone for so long...
I forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone...
But I'd memorized how warm your body felt
As you lay half-asleep beside me
And I'd memorized the way the sunlight filled the room
And played upon your body...

I miss
God I miss waking up beside you

"Kelly"
By The Movielife

When Kelly cries, the makeup runs from her eyes
And spills the truth about how she feels inside
When Kelly screams, it usually means I'm not being me
But she's not being her, but anyway

"Greener with the scenery"
By The Used

you took it back
how could you go and do something like that
my fingernail phase
worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change
you took it back
you ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair

"On my own"
By The Used

see all those people on the ground
wasting time
i try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know

and now it seems that i have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

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